welcome

to my new blog...my old one was outdated... and never updated. i plan to stay on this one more often. as things will start to get crazy in th enext couple of months... and i want to splain to everyone of you nosey people...  so much to do, so little time... not enough cash

- get me license back

- save up for a car<--this is gonna suck

- find my sister a grad gift

- get a pair of unklez

- another nikon d40, hopefully the fucker still has it when i come to him

- take kevin out on his born day, since that sucka is my boy

- try to get my mind off her... and move on

..besides, if it was meant to be then she'll come back right?

damn so much freakin stress....and it just builds up each day.... and each day i lose more and more sleep.. its makin me hella ugly.  but when i go to bed , she pops up in my mind....how am i suppose to forget someone that fixed me? only to break me again....ugh......im just hopeing things get better.. cause i miss her.. though she prolly doesnt care...

well im off to bed now..to have the memories haunt me all over again.....002